6.14.o9

There are two sides to every story. . .

I've learned quite a bit these last few days, all of which I know i'll take with me as I move on from this all.

Strength will get me through =]...

See You Later - K.P.

Definitely won't be down for long.

Listen…

Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Listen…

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t
If you’re lying a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long ?
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

So don’t promise me
So don’t promise me

Leave Me, Leave Me

I CAN'T FUCKING STAND YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

6.8.o9

It's getting harder&harder to fall asleep, to listen to music, to find a peace of mind. . .

With that being said, lately I find myself more quiet than i've ever been before. I spend a lot of time thinking about everything, EVERYTHING, & wayy less time talking about anything. I hope that this is just a phase, because the last thing I think I want is to be more disconnected than I already am. . . I guess 'it be like that sometimes' when you lose important people, or your mind, for that matter, ha!
In a matter of days, I went from being able to speak my mind, at all times to just not even wasting my time because i'm just not up for letting anyone in or giving anyone that opportunity to do me in again.

And I've made myself a promise never to make the same mistake again.

whomp,whomp,whomp.

6.7.o9

This is about love,
freedom,
aloneness,
& understanding it.
This is about being responsible,
mature.

I'm emotional, Your emotional
Could be why we always argue our
Conversations short we can't talk enough
Just become much to difficult
I Don't know what to do
I Don't know what to prove
This is more than me
And so much more than you
Can we make it through said you and I
I can't decide

I just can't decide
If it's you i want
Do I wanna to choose between Having you in my life
Or losing you for real
Because i caught feelings (Are we falling in love with our feelings)
Feelings
Because I caught feelings (yeah)
(Because we're acting like we're really here. We're not here.)
Feelings (I'm not afraid of the pain)

I'm a stubborn girl
Your a stubborn guy
Could be why we fight all the time
If It's not your way
Then It must be mine
Can't communicate
Can't even compromise
I Don't know what to do
I Don't know what to prove
This is more than me
And so much more than you
Can we make it through
You and I
I can't decide

i just can't decide
If it's you I trust
Do I wanna choose between having you in my life,
Or telling you goodbye because I caught feelings.
Feelings
(It's almost unreal)
I must look like an enemy to you, it's cool. We have to die a little bit, you know?

I just can't pretend
That you're just a friend
We took it further
Passion still remains
So here we are again
Because we caught feelings
Feelings.

(I loved experiencing you, all of this. The ups, the downs.)
I can't even believe we're here after all we've been through.

6.3.o9

Moving back to LA for good.

=_=.

to be cont'd. . .

6.2.o9

Not the best, but in my spare time this is what i do.

Thank Precious & a waste of a year of my life. =]:


Thank Tashanta:


Jesus, Take The Wheel.