I've been in stupid ass situations recently, and things that used to really [hurt] me before are only starting to irritate me. Things that used to make me feel really bad don't anymore, they just make me so annoyed.
"If someone can't see well, you can only offer them glasses so many times & get denied before you give up. If they don't want them... there's nothing more you can do about it."
"If someone can't see well, you can only offer them glasses so many times & get denied before you give up. If they don't want them... there's nothing more you can do about it."
Pretty much. . . You can only offer so much help before you yourself get tired of being rejected & sometimes, it's best to let them just guide themselves without your help.
Today, my bestii learned some things about me that he didn't know before. Like i'm not really just some spoiled ass little girl from LA that just gets what she wants (or doesn't want at times). I like when people get to know more about me than they didn't know before, & I like proving people wrong. It's funny how much people judge a book by it's cover, & what's funnier, is people who say that they don't judge, but everyone passes judgement, whether it be good or bad, when you see someone you have a thought about them, of some sort. When I was telling him about myself, it was funny because he said, "Why haven't you ever mentioned this before?" &I thought about it, & I realized a lot of people don't know a lot about me, they know what I want them to know. The more someone knows about you, & the more you let them in, the easier it is for them to take advantage of you. I used to think that I trusted people wayy too much, but today I realized that I really don't. I tell people a lot about the stuff going on that is just not personal, but when it comes to things about ME, i'm really skeptical about who I open up to.
Another thing I learned about myself is that I am not as bad at conversing with others as I thought I was. I used to have a REALLY big problem with telling people how I feel, & now it's become either 1 extreme or the other. I can't get enough of telling some people how i feel... about everything. LoL. &now, the tables have turned, &people can't get enough of not wanting to be real & tell me how they feel. When I was younger &had that problem, I don't think it was because I had my 'guard' up or anything, I just really cared a lot about what others thought. . .
LMFAO;;
I must have A.D.D along with my rapidly increasing OCD. . . sigh* lol. . .my mind went somewhere else COMPLETELY. muhaha. It began wandering, & ended in my college folder of my iPhoto. . . enjoy::
[please excuse the shit that i used to wear, LMFAO]
it's 12:29am;; I'M DONE!
p.s. Notice how i strayed from anything that had to do with what was going on in my mind & shit. smh.
